You know what makes me smile? Knowing that all of those students, teachers, adults and kids are already with their families. We may not see them, but they’re there. They are probably wiping their parents’ tears, telling them not to cry and that they are in a better place and that they are always there for them. Wanting to take their hand and scream, “I’m here, mom, dad!! Stop crying!!”

You know what else makes me smile? Imagining those students walking around their school, quietly encouraging their friends, wanting to wipe away each and every tear they shed and wanting to wash their pain. Cheering for them, yelling at them when they want to give up already.

Imagine. Those students playing pranks, wanting their family and friends to finally smile, to finally forget, to finally push the pain away and realize the fact that they’ll always be there. Just imagine; those students, teachers and adults writing a message that says, “Be happy. Stop crying, beat the pain and remember that I’m always here.”

It may be hard for the parents, but it was even harder for those students inside the ferry. The fear, how scared they were, all of their regrets that suddenly came rushing in, the longing, the panic, anger, frustration… The UNFAIR. Why? Why should over 300 young adults, teachers, parents and even a KID, lose their own lives for a captain who saved his own? Selfish, so freaking selfish.

Rest In Peace. Most of us may not know all of you, but just so you know, we love you and care for you.

#PrayForSouthKorea

Death toll keeps rising.. When will all these sad, angry, frustrated tears turn into happiness? When are they coming home? And when are they going to FINALLY tell the fucking truth?

So… I had a dream about 2NE1 and EXO…

Anywho… It was during the Golden Disk Awards (GDA) and basically, 2NE1 won two of the biggest awards that night…

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No, no, no, no, it does NOT stahp der. :3

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How can I summarize dis with out spazzing too much…???

Uhmm… Well..

lez start wid 2NE1 getting called out for the award with the fans screaming bloody hell…

You expect 2NE1 to come out? No, no, no, no, EXO came out holding ROSES, all freaking 12 of ‘em…

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Dem fans doe, even though I was freaking asleep, I wanted to cut them throats, 

Anyway, all 12 of ‘em just stood on the right side of the stage, waiting. Waiting for whom you ask? 2NE1 of course.

After what seems like a decade, the girls came out. Daammmnnnn~~ I could feel them fierceness and charisma working through my body

Once again, the fans screamed bloody hell. And yes, you guessed right, EXO just stood there, watching.. Dara was the last one who came out, holding three other roses in her hand. From what I remembered, it was Bom, Minzy and CL who gave her the roses back stage.

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While the EXO members watched them, one of them finally decided to frucking speak! Oh mer gahddd~~

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'Dara nuna has three roses…'

Guys, guys, guys, it was freaking Chanyeol who spoke first. Then, I think it was Suho who spoke next. ‘The 2NE1 members gave it to her backstage.’

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/shotsself

I swear, I felt like I was fucking there.

And guess what happened next?

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Well, all of a sudden I saw all the EXO members giving 2NE1 the roses they were holding…….

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And out of fucking no where, I saw both Dara and Luhan doing a sexy dance together….

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And in my dream, I heard myself go. “Fuck! Is that Dara and Luhan???!!!!!” And yeah.. You guessed it right, I started to scream bloody hell as well…

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And the rest of the 2NE1 members started to dance with the rest of the EXO members…..

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Then finally, 2NE1 did their speech, and walked off the fucking stage like the bosses they are, holding onto the roses the 12 members of EXO gave to them….

We’re nearing the part where the shippers cries a river….

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^^^^ That tall, handsome, cute, dork, talented guy right there…. Guess what he was still holding onto?

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HE WAS STILL HOLDING ONTO HIS FUCKING ROSE!!!

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/fuckingcriesariver

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He was trying to give it to Dara…. But he fucking didn’t because he kept backing away!!!!!

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In the fucking end…. He ended up giving it to Suho….

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Even in my dreams, Chanyeol is so close, yet so fucking far…

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/sobsmywayout

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Fuck shit, 2NE1 and 2PM are filming for Running Man.